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I'm with you
I�m always crying. So afraid of losing him, so scared. I don�t want something to happen. I want to lie in bed with him until forever, just lay there and count his heartbeats. I don�t want to deal with life. Everyday bullshit, answering the phone, taking meds, eating, putting clothes on� I don�t want to do that! I just want to be with him, all the time. It�s what I�ve always wanted, I just forgot and he forgot too and we did stupid things to avoid each other. We have been together for 12 years now, married for almost 10. I love this man, I�ve loved him for so long. I can�t even write about it without getting emotional. I remember it all, all the fights, all the yelling, the cops showing up, you name it. I want to forget all that shit! I just want the pleasant memories. Just the pleasant. I love you�please never forget how much I love you despite what V says. Please do not believe his lies, N, I love you. He is a liar.
3:47 p.m. - 2013-03-12
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